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[22 Oct 2006|05:36pm] |
(insert badly written half-illiterate vitriolic livejournal entry here)
Grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
IV IV IV IV!!
I AM DONE WITH YOU ALL AND FUCK LILLIE ALLEN AND I MEAN EVERY DAMN WORD!
This update brought to you by the Save the Whales foundation in conjunction with the Hahaha Go Get A Life You Angry Internet Warrior Society.
I'm so childish, but I know this will raise a laugh, or possibly a killing hateful rage? We shall see.
Same Spidey time, same Spidey channel.
<3
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(3 explosions | blow your mind)
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[31 Aug 2006|06:49pm] |
Time I got fixed up innit bloods.
Got myself a suit today, I feel bad, proper bad.
Life is all good, gonna get some shit snorted and it's all gravy.
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(4 explosions | blow your mind)
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[13 Aug 2006|10:34pm] |
Snakes on a plane?
Snakes On A Plane.
I watched Karate Kid 1-3, Airplane 2, too much Top Gear (grrrr, cars!) and Star Trek today.
I wish you could have joined in the fun.
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(1 explosion | blow your mind)
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[19 Jul 2006|01:37am] |
So then, I am off to Thailand closely followed by Wacken, and I'm on livejournal, what a complete shitter; I almost wish it was back in the days when I actually had a reason to update this fucking thing.
In some rather miraculous news I actually managed to scrape through my college course with a qualification, what in the holy fuck... I do think I beat the system in a horribly detrimental way, this leads to the big decision of just what the fuck I am going to do with the rest of my life, I am definitely not doing uni this year which is the best plan for me as I just wouldn't be able to deal with it, it does mean I'm stuck doing fuck all for the moment. I have the piercing and shit, but I dunno, it's going to take a while before I actually get paid, cash-money bling bling so I can see myself being desperately poor and going no where not very fast for a few months; it could be worse though, I could be pregnant and sucking dicks for crack... At least then I'd be getting regular action though, damn skeezes!
Everything this year has changed so much, it's getting quite scary, friendships have come and gone, my life situation has changed rapidly, I don't talk to people that I wouldn't go 6 hours without having contact with, even more people are moving away and I'm still here, it's a wonderfully odd place to be; I love Deeping and I love my friends and my life to a certain degree, but I can't help thinking that I'm missing out on the good shit. It's like being the short person in a crowd, you can hear everything that's going on, and you even get a fleeting glance at the real show, whereas everyone else around you is getting all the action... Or maybe there's taller people in front of them? I guess I will never know.
I'm sure like every other time I sit down to write one of these entries I had a proper reason for updating, but unfortunately as with every other time I see the magical blue pencil my mind goes blank and my brain merely sluices out streams of rubbish that I arrange into sometimes pretty sentences, I should do it more often, and I probably will as I'm finding my days increasingly empty, and the wonderful past-time of internet diary writing will break up the monotony of waiting for something interesting to come on tv.
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(3 explosions | blow your mind)
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[02 Jul 2006|10:07pm] |
There has been a hell of a lot going on recently, so here comes a list.
College is over.
I got anemia, then I didn't.
Pos died and I got banned.
I lost all respect for someone who I once considered my bestfriend.
I made too much music.
I went too lots of gigs.
Venetian Snares made my head nod.
I considered stopping being a vegan then nearly threw up when I saw a glass of milk.
I started making lists.
I decided upon my future.
I realised I will never get over HER, but I can block it out.
I got my new bike (oh fuck the rims).
I made new friends.
I got closer with old friends.
I stopped updating livejournal.
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(5 explosions | blow your mind)
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[14 Jun 2006|10:00pm] |
oh yeah;
vegan food and Tool makes Tuesday awesome, that and tube-mosh.
life = good.
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(4 explosions | blow your mind)
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[18 Mar 2006|10:00am] |
Having a good day today, and it's only just gone 10; I hope my mood lasts. I've already been running round the house like an idiot listening to MC Chris like it's going out of fashion, and now I'm reliving my past by listening to copious amounts of Dimmu Borgir, I can't help it, and I know it feels wrong inside but I really do love listening to this band... Fuck knows why though. Ah well, let t3h fun continue and all that.
I'm currently in my kitchen working out just what the fuck I can eat for breakfast, and wondering how long I have to wait before I can start cooking some Chinese food... I think I'll give it two hours.
I think for the rest of today I'm going to cut chunks out of my hair, find some of my dad's old clothes sew them together and hit the Met with some DIY chic. I might even brand, 'Arctic Monkeys' onto my testicles.
Retro.
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(blow your mind)
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[16 Mar 2006|11:39pm] |
Woo, I'm suffering from depression, fucking doctors and all their good news; such a happy place. This is all I need really, I think I'm going to smoke myself into oblivion, get some heavy duty drugs and kiss the sky this weekend.
Either that or go to Pos, get drunk, and do the same thing I do every weekend... The fun of it all.
I wish it was last year.
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(1 explosion | blow your mind)
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[09 Mar 2006|01:56am] |
Not much of an update to come I'm afraid, I've not got much more to say other than John Bradley is a complete cunt for messing us around the way he has with this FMP, it's fucking shocking; I've had plenty of stupidly late nights because we were informed by him that it was in this Friday, when in reality we have another 6 weeks to complete it. Wanker.
Other than that, there's not a huge amount to report, things have been going the same way they always will, although the doom from this year is a hell of a lot better than last year (FUCKING CATACOMBS, YESSSS!!!!), and that's always a good thing. Just got to wait for the Funeral release and the new Saturnus and I think my life will be complete for this year.
Not got much more to say other than reporting plans for the weekend which are much the same as always apart from my trek to the Met will guest star Iain "The Electric Highlander" Cooper, and Luke "The Rake Sodomiser" Vickers, and some very high class porno. I will also be fitting in seeing Sarah at somepoint, as she's whinging about seeing me.
Such a wonderful life!
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(blow your mind)
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[06 Mar 2006|05:11am] |
Best weekend in ages, even pos was okay; actually it's been the best Pos in ages apart from a couple of things which aren't even worth mentioning as I think my whiskied state helped me on through with flying colours.
The gig Saturday was insanely good, and I had a good day today.
Job's a good 'un.
I've got some news to drop soon, big news, it's the good shit, I'm leaving all you fuckers behind; gots to love it.
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(6 explosions | blow your mind)
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[27 Feb 2006|06:27pm] |
So long, bye bye
Sad, but in a way it feels nice
I understand
I wouldn't have stayed either, believer
You're truly through with me
But it's all right now, you're finding out
It's like I'm drunk
Can't see straight, and this fever
I can't hold food
It's more than I deserve
Believe her, believer
You're truly through with me
But it's all right now, you're finding out
How all these little cruelties
Were just a weight around my neck
You left a wreck
All the ways you didn't know me (truly)
Could fill a hundred homes (truly)
It wasn't love you didn't show me (truly)
It's a perfect day to let you go
You're truly through with me
So long, bye bye
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(blow your mind)
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| a window opens, a door slams fucking shut |
[27 Feb 2006|01:42am] |
Today has been amazing/so fucking awful it's unreal.
I will update again when the time is right, and people say it right to talk about things in public. I dunno... I need to talk i think, and not feel selfish about it.
Fuck.
R.I.P
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(blow your mind)
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[23 Feb 2006|10:43pm] |
LOL @ UTABAN
LOL @ GACKT
LOL @ FAKE-BLONDES
LOL @ STUPID BITCHES
LOL @ THE PAST
LOL @ OLD FRIENDS
LOL @ LOLLING
LOLLLLLLLL!L!!!
Ahahaha, the future is now, I refuse to make sense; I am very happy tonight, things have clicked with someone and it feels really good. And i've realised things...yes, things...
PEACE OUT YO'!!!!!!Eone
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(2 explosions | blow your mind)
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| ho ho hah heh hush |
[20 Feb 2006|03:03am] |
It's 3am, I shouldn't be awake but I am, I shouldn't be on the floor but I am, and I certainly shouldn't be watching films that I've downloaded BUT what do you know, I am. I'm also making highly dubious livejournal updates, and quite questionable IM conversations. It's a hell of a night I tell you.
Loosely linked; it's been a hell of a week too. I've made promises to myself that I plan to keep, I've had some of the best times this week, I've had some of the strangest experiences I can think of, but I still feel really quite empty at the moment and I'm not sure what it is. I'm not really dwelling on things though; haven't got the time to be doing that kind of thing, I've got a life to live innit clart.
To be fair, I think I'm just bored with everything at the moment.
I'm bored with Peterborough, bored with the people, bored with college, bored with going out to the same old places, bored of the same old grudges being held, bored of the attitudes, bored of everything this little town has to offer, Even the smell of JD and 15 year old girls is getting boring... And that's just wrong; very wrong.
I do however have 70 quid from work I wasn't expecting, and a visit from Kay to look forward to.
Also, Katatonia and Blind Guardian are playing the UK this year; fuck yes!
Fuck you all.
(someone buy me one of the giant chicken things from Spirited Away)
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(1 explosion | blow your mind)
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[16 Feb 2006|04:26pm] |
Just a quick stop by to say that the new Darkthrone album owns you all, I had a well good time this week, and I want to leave Peterborough as soon as my college course is over.
Yeah, that's the shit right there.
I would go all blahblahblah up in this mother fucker, but I'm on a tight schedule as i'm disappearing again tonight/tomorrow so have to get ready. Hope you're all bombastic and beautiful bitches.
I hate you all.
xx
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(blow your mind)
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| wow; trains |
[14 Feb 2006|05:17pm] |
Yesterday I had sex in a baby changing room in a part of the country I have never been to before, with someone I had only just met 4 hours before.
I fucking love life.
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(11 explosions | blow your mind)
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| blast from the omg |
[09 Feb 2006|06:15pm] |
OMG, me and Kay just started talking to each other again. I haven't spoken to her in so fucking long it's insane; good shit though, she's a fucking sick tart. Anally minded women innit.
Today, was my second to last day at collaaage, and it feels good to be getting a week off after tomorrow, bit shit though because I really enjoy being at college at the same time as disliking most of the work I have to do; ah well, that's the way of the world.
At the moment, instead of doing college work I am making up gore lyrics to this song. Got to love it.
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